I lost you and I longed for you

I lost you and I longed you, like a season running out of sight
Missed and needed, but soon forgotten,
Taken by the mist of nightmares from my mind.

I lost you in a shock, that followed another, and I couldn’t recognize
I was blind and sedated, softly bleeding from inside
You were gone out of my system, too quickly to react.

I lost you even in memories, you were simply far away
My head built you in the name of hope,
But sadly enough, you had truly left

I lost you and you’ve come back, I had to let you go
You were the high price I paid
But today you knock my door.

I found you again old friend, how I missed you
You my forgotten ally, my released prison
You are now with me, my dignity, my freedom.

SDIH(3/11/2008)