Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Last Night

Last night, I stopped believing in simplicity. The whole concept of independence became a mere stranger and in serious risk of extinction. Let me explain:

I realized that no matter how small, isolated, or simple events seem to be, they are usually not. They have a reason, and many times, they just happen to be part of either a cycle or a chain of events that lead to something and nothing at the same time.

When you believe that the series of events have finally gotten you somewhere, you then open your eyes, and realize you have just climbed another step on the staircase rather than reaching the level, you just set foot on a whole new fly of steps.

What I figured, is that no matter how insignificant something seems to be, I firmly believe that life and the universe, are somehow interconnected and anything that happens has some sort of co-dependence with the set of rules and lines that shape one’s life.

I suddenly realized of how much we tend to miss because we are so used to not paying attention to the string of life, to those events that appear to be insignificant, but that are so pure and so crucial for the curse of our lives.

Then the mist of confusion appears, because we are so obsessed with the huge signs that we can’t see the set of events that are showing us the options that we have for a successful life.

Last night, I moved to a whole new year, and I realized that the one that just passed, will never come back; except for the eventual dreams, fears, traumas and thought that will cross my mind once in a while.

Today am an evolved version of myself. Today I have understood one simple rule… that turned out to be truly complicated. Today, I changed.

SDIH (2008)

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