It is not enough,
With the penetrating darkness in the soul,
That one that seems endless and painful
Of that kind of loneliness that can only be perceived
Where there is a sorrow inside your heart.
And with that nostalgia, I don’t see a future,
And my past is lost in a present
That doesn’t exists, that seems vague and transparent
And not being able to ease this pain, it dies.
I loose my essence little by little,
Just like trees loose their leaves in the winter
And that way, I feel the frozen Coldness of life,
Cruel and analyzed, that has in me, its plan made.
Not knowing how to fight, today I surrender
To the mystery without answer and without questions
That one that obeys through punches of sadness,
Punches of pain, and pure loneliness.
To Live hurts, heart-beats hurt, to breath today’s air… hurts
Since dreams just don’t happen anymore, they are a luxury
And without passion, life cuts you like knifes
That leave if wounded, crying, almost dead.
This way, I declare an obituary
To the deceased wishes, and to the long-gone innocence,
I dedicate my cry to hope
And to faith, I shall keep it half alive
What is left of me, is not enough.
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